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There are experiences which I have had often enough to have some clarity when looking at this stuff..Sharing these experiences is something that is not as of yet doable..It, I believe, is because the having of these experiences is the actual experience of experiencing a hole in the fabric of reality...something for which words cannot work for as they are means or symbols for the three dimensional objects and actions of such in a "place/time" and because Im talking about a "hole" in "place/time" the only way to talk about it is to give an example of it which when done will be the exact same thing that Dr. Carl Jung calls synchronicity...THE MOST DEFINING THING ABOUT SYNCHRONICITY IS THE INABILITY TO DEFINE IT WITHOUT GIVING AN EXAMPLE OF IT.....THAT ALONE SHOWS ITS A "HOLE" IN REALITY.. if any are curious check out the four quadrant diagram that he had come up with to help make sense of reality when confronted with such EXPERIENCES.... I think we u-man-beingz are getting closer and closer to grasping the true multi-dimensional reality that is ours...I can not "share" what I know with anyone who has not had the experience for themself...the constant non-stop synchronicities which in time cause one to have to completely forget about a "reality" that exists as some soup in which we all move around in and experience the same way....There is in fact an experience of "relativity" between all of us moving 3dimensional objects and its true that we are all relatives of one sort or another....I think that understanding things the way I do comes from me having had to deal with the paranormal comming into my life on a constant basis....and by that I am talking about synchronicity...and what happens to you when confronted with this as a hourly , sometimes minutely experience...because its just impossable for "it" to reallty exist without there being a hole in me that I am somehow traveling through and or there not being a seperate reality that is made by consciousness its self and that is simply the manifestation of all that is experienced by the imagination...and the goal is to learn how to be positive and not hurt yourself..and all of this is so unwanted by me.... as the only thing that I really care about at all is finding someone sweet and soft and gentile and feminine that I can love.....But I have had to keep on going until the fear of what was happening subsided and I felt in control of my thoughts so I would not bring a hell into being during my next moments when I had hoped to be with her... Does that kinda make sense? It truly does not matter if it doesnt....and surly would not without having had experience of the "holes" in reality...because having these experiences teaches the difference between the conscious mind which I have come to think of as me sitting at a special desk in my brain titled "the situation room" basically its where I am aware of what is comming into my senses from the reality outside my skull and this input is then handled right there in my TEMPORAL LOBES and added to the experience of "NOW" which is made up of two very important things....the first of which is WHATS GOING ON( so that which I am paying attention to) and HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT..which IS THE CONDITION OF MY SOUL... and the color light its giving off on the "other side" so basically I am CONSCIOUSNESS that has effect on FEELINGS and the understanding of the seperation of the two for me has given the missing like that bridges perfectly science and spiriturality.... because there are TWO DIFFERENT RELMS OF REALITY THAT ARE PRESENT....REAL AND NOT REAL..... I can add more qualities to these two that will clarify for the part that is "REAL" we can add MATTER( both as substance and as whether or not "it" matters because the on the opposite side is UN-REAL AND SINCE ITS NOT REAL "IT" DOES NOT MATTER...(it is IMAGINARY)(JUST LIKE MATH) (and the experience of that is IMAGINATION....so you gotta "picture" (thats IMAGINE) that here I am and "we" are... these three dimensional objects that walk and talk and have within us a place... I mean a way to EXPERIENCE time and space that is not located in REALITY. rather it is located in our imaginations.... OUR GOD GIVEN TOOLS FOR CREATING ALL THAT HAS EVER BEEN MADE.. HAS COME INTO EXISTANCE THROUGH THIS PORTAL CALLED THE IMAGINATION AND BEEN MANIFEST IN THE THREE DIMENSIONS AS TOOLS AND CIVILIZATION ETC... so there is real and there is un real matters and doesnt matter matter( molecules, atoms) and this anti-matter place.... there in is the answere to "what is dark matter? it is a reflection of us in quantum hologram of time space as we are looking out into space we are seeing us... as we are in a living universe..... i could go on but i dot feel like anyone cares and like it doesnt matte......IVE BEEN ERASING BACK IVE SAID TOO MUCH AND I NEED TO GO NOW....

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