I will also reject your claim that you have a spiritual practice but for entirely different reasons.
Just to name a few: the "spiritual" is a construct so vague that it conveniently lets you massage it into anything you want it to be rendering the term as good as meaningless. There exists nothing but anecdotal evidence for it, which has been manufactured and handed down through the ages and tweaked for the western market by the enlightenment guru industrial complex. And most if not all of which, upon closer scrutiny, is found to effortlessly match monotheistic preachments in both speciousness and dogmatism.
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