It is too soon to say the project never happened - you are still living and still capable of dreaming. Perhaps if it were to be your dream again, you would receive more guidance than a tingling this time, for perhaps with greater maturity comes a better ability to listen with your heart. In documenting a people who can build a vision of renewal over generations, perhaps the project taking a lifetime of preparation can be understood. You may now have what you need to succeed that you didn't have before, or the world may have changed enough that it is ready to hear what you have prepared to be the channel for, or more likely, both.
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